Friday, August 5, 2011

I think I am going crazy.......

My life has plain and simple gotten out of hand lately!  I have so many balls up in the air I have forgotten how to juggle!  Does this sound like you?

I am trying to figure out a way to de-stress my life a bit and am not having any luck.  I work 4 part-time jobs (I guess you could say I collect them).

First, I work as the Financial Secretary for my church.  Typically, I only work Monday mornings.  I count all the offerings and incoming money, coding everything so people get the appropriate tax deduction if necessary, do data entry, answer member questions, monthly reports, quarterly statements...blah blah blah.  I have done it for years.  Not a huge stress job by any means but it takes time like anything else.

Second, I work for my husband's engineering consulting business.  I can't exactly give this job up!  lol  I do all the administrative and financial work while he does all the actual engineering.  I make my own hours (obviously) and only work when I need to get some things done.

Third, I work for New York Times bestselling author MaryJanice Davidson as her personal assistant.  What does that mean?  Well, I answer all her email (fan mail included) or find out an answer from her if I don't know, schedule her appearances, make sure she completes guest blogs before they are due, keep her Facebook page up-to-date - she has in excess of 10,000 fans and I personally attempt to respond to every post.  I also get to read her books way before anyone else and proof them (I am not an editor - someone much more official reads them too).  Unfortunately sometimes I am not given much notice on this.  Take this week.  I was handed a 517 manuscript to complete in a day!  Yeah.  I nearly went blind but I read a 517 page book in one day!  I get paid for 12 hours a week but that day I worked all 12 hours in one day!  I got next Tuesday off for my efforts though!  I was threatened within an inch of my life to NOT check my work email or Facebook!  lol

Lastly, I sell on Etsy.  This is so much harder than it sounds.  I had visions of making a few bracelets when the mood struck and customers would just flock to purchase them.  How wrong I was!  The competition on Etsy in killer.  I keep adding more and more bracelets (and now more soaps too) hoping that at some point I will not be upside down on my investment into all these supplies.  Not sure how long I have to wait for that!  As much as I love making bracelets, soap and incense I am unsettled with being upside down on this investment.  I am hoping that the upcoming Christmas season changes that.  In the meantime, I continue to create and list new items.  I have nearly 30 bracelets yet to list on Etsy because it takes so much time!  I have all the pictures taken at this point, I just need to tweak them and create a listing.....for every bracelet.....ugh!  I am going to spend the next couple weeks focusing on making soap because it needs to cure for 4 weeks before it can be used and I am trying to prepare for the Christmas season, a big art fair I am at the end of September, and for the weekly farmers market I have been doing this summer (goes thru October).

So......maybe it isn't a matter of thinking I am going crazy.....I AM CRAZY!

Oh, did I mention I am the chief cook and bottle washer around here?

Now, how to I de-stress my life?  I have no idea.  I need the income from the church job and assistant job.  So getting rid of those is not an option.  Getting rid of working for my husband really isn't an option either!  That leaves Etsy.  Now that I think of it, the stress in my life has been building since I started with Etsy in September.  So what am I saying?  I have no idea!  I am just babbling.  Do I give up Etsy?  I love doing it so I don't really want to.  But it certainly isn't financially rewarding which leads to more stress!

So I leave you today with my deranged thoughts on my crazy life!  Thanks for listening to me babble.


P.S.  Before I even saved this babble, the most amazing song came on the radio that brought tears to my eyes - I sometimes forget what a blessed person I am.  Please take a moment and listen to the lyrics of this song called The Redeemer by Sanctus Real.  God Bless, Tracy


  1. Well, my goodness, you made me tired just reading this! :-D You have a lot on your plate, that's for sure!

  2. sorry! I will try and be more upbeat next time.

  3. I know all about crazy...welcome to the club! :) Welcome to BlogLand as well!!